Well I see that the last time i posted, it was the beginning of school. Now it's my last week. So much has happened in the past year and I just don't know what to type. Soon I'll be going to college. It's fun and exciting, but I'm also feeling nervous. How is life after high school?

So the last first two weeks of high school I'll ever have.
Not too bad, not to great.
It was all ehhh.
All of my favorite teachers left (who's going to write me college recs?) My locker is on the verge of breaking, and i have some pretty lame classes.

Long time no post

So I saw Rent on the 4th.
Two words:
'Effin Awesome.
Anthony Rapp and Adam Pascal were great.
As was Tamyra Grey.
I also got Anthony's autograph and touched his hand.[/fangirling]
I also really liked the guy who was Angel.

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Ok. currently I'm obsessed with Spring Awakening.
My favorite song is Don't Do Sadness/Blue Wind
Yeah thats all for now

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-_- i keep forgetting to update here

OK so i haven't been here in a while.
in the past couple of weeks i have seen blades of glory and disturbia.
both are awesome movies.especially blades of glory.
Friday i am going to see my chemical romance.awesome i know.
umm thats it i guess.still don't have a boyfriend that sucks.
i'm more of the "friend" girl. the one the boys see as part of the guys. great.eh ill post some more when im awake fully

It snowed last night.and the night before.Good news no school, bad news no school.i am so bored.
i will write(bad)haiku's

See the Morning sky
Perhaps there is school today
Sorry no such luck

Grandmother she hums
Grandfather he sleeps soundly
Me I just observe

sometimes they can be a blessing.but more often times they are plain BAD.i love my little cousin but he is one of the most active,mischevious,straight up bebe kids' that i know.and thats saying alot.but you cant be mad at someone so cute.



can you?

you know what im going to start writing. maybe itll be somewhat good

i want a boy who will kiss me and whisper sweet nothings in my ear not some idiot who constantly says "how you doin'". Is that too much too ask?

1. pick a band and answer only using the band's song titles: My Chemical Romance
2. are you male or female: Helena
3. describe yourself: i'm not okay
4. your best piece of advice: the jetset life is gonna kill you
5. describe your last relationship: Demolition Lovers
6. describe your last crush: i never told you what i did for a living
7. say something to someone you have a crush on: give em hell kid
8. say something to an ex: i don't love you
9. say something to someone who hurt you severely: Drowning lessons
10. how do you feel right now: dead!

Michael shoulda won last night.I love Jeffery and all but Michael i was rootin for ya man.

Aint posted here in a while.
I think Michael is gonna win on Project Runway.His clothes are awesome and so is he.My Second choice is Jeffery even tho i think hes kindof a dick,he make fabulous clothes.So it goes like this the hip hop urban look or the rock star i dont give a fuck but i really do look.We'll see wednesday.

It is like,burning up.Its so hot and i dont want to move.Anyway i went to the beach yesterday.I had fun.hmm.thats it.

that movie sucked.i fell asleep in the first 30 minutes.johnny depps cuteness couldnt even save the movie.it was kinda funny though.

oh and the new season of project runway is starting wednesday.Yay.

yay i got my glasses back.After being parted for 2 months we are finally reunited.

Mkay its my first post.Well my names Deara and umm well i say alot of nonsensical(is that a word?)stuff.yeah....

anyways i went to six flags today
of course it had to rain
and of course i saw my ex-boyfriend
and of course i got completely soaked and my flipflops broke.
But yeah other than that i had a pretty awesome day.